The worst part of infertility for me is, the reminder that i’m unable to conceive is everywhere, families, pregnant women, internet, Facebook, tumblr, movies, television,news, books, magazine covers… No matter how hard I push the thought away something 5 minutes later reminds me of what I want to forget.
Lord, I am tired of being jealous of pregnant woman. I am tired of feeling sick to my stomach when I have to be around anyone pregnant This is just stupid. How can I let go?
I’ve had an ongoing battle going in my head over the past several weeks. I have been unable to put into words what I need to do. Do I quit all methods of trying to conceive? All the medicines and tests put my body through a lot of what seems like unnecessary torture. No outcome has been positive over the past 5 years. I have people offer me words of encouragement, that it is going to happen,...
Tumblr I miss you. I have been off on vacation in Puertorico celebrating my husband and I’s anniversary. I will soon be visiting my parents in Florida and back home in Michigan on Wednesday morning. Until then, I look forward to seeing what everyone has been up to. p.s. Been having my nose all up in Fifty Shades. On the second book now. So hot, I highly recommend!
All of the integrity and beauty I see in you, is a reflection of what exists...– Reflection -Baelyn (via theloversblog)